20. bsu.
i'd be nothing with out my friends or family.
horses are my true love & passion.
living life one day at a time. im here for a reason and nothing will define me.
get at me.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Hello, alcohol poisoning.
The Voice
Me: Today should be a good day.
The Voice: Today will be like every other day. A total disaster.
Me: Wow, I look pretty today.
The Voice: Look at you. You're disgusting. Do you see all those imperfections? Why are you so ugly?
Me: They're not ignoring me on purpose. I shouldn't take it personally.
The Voice: No one wants to see you. No one wants to talk to you. Who wants to hang around a freak?
Me: I can do better in school.
The Voice: Your grades are terrible. You might as well have straight F's. You should just drop out now. You can't pull up those grades.
Me: Maybe someone actually does care about me.
The Voice: No one cares about you. They're all pretending to like you. No one will ever love you. You don't deserve love.
Me: I will stop destroying my body.
The Voice: No, you won't. You're a slave to self-harm. You will be for the rest of your life.
Me: I have to start thinking more positive;
The Voice: Disgusting. Fat. Ugly. Worthless. Weird. Freak. Depression. Suicide. Blades. Blood. Death. Why are you still here? No one wants you hear. They'll be better off without you. No one will care if you're gone.
Me: When will I be truly happy? When will this depression end?
The Voice: Never. Better get comfortable. As long as I'm here, you'll stay in the darkness. Welcome to Hell, sweetie.
you sent me a picture of you on the motorcycle you want.. =]
you look sexy and i wish i could have you.
